confuse!!

huh ! im reallyreally confuse rght now !
bullshit !
i dunno know what i want to do .
what should i choose !
remove to bentongg or stayy at here.
ouhh gods !
please help me !
only u can help me .

my mom said,
if u want to stay at here,
u must stay at hostel .

in my head ,
i was thinkng .
what de hell of hostel ?
huh !!

andd my mom said again,
if u want to remove at bntongg ,
u must never do any problem .

im noty ??
please !
haha ^^